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I said a lot of stupid things yesterday and today. This wasn't the first time I did something lime this but I'll try my utmost to make it the last time ever.

silicondreams and

rdyfrde, you two work hard for the money that makes it possible to do these fun things together. This is great, the both of you totally deserve it and if I ever so much as show the tiniest sign of being a stupid, jealous asshole again, feel free to kick me. Hard.
Right now, I'm not in a state to do any of the stuff you do. I'm a student, just got out of a horrible marriage and am trying to get by by myself, financially and psychologically. Once I graduate, I'll try to find a decent job that will hopefully give me enough money to travel a bit once in a while.
And, provided you two don't mind, and after all of this crap, it would still be understandable if you did, I'd love to be a part of the gang.
Until then, I'm sorry and hope you'll still want to be my friends, preferably for, like, 4759 years ;)

Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: Kannazuki no Miko - Re-sublimity [KOTOKO]

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Tomorrow:

- Phoning round to make an appointment with a marriage counsellor (

yamasagi agreed to go there with me!)
- Start researching/looking for a job
- Maybe check out the local gym or at the very least get my ass outside to catch some sun and fresh air ^^

Are things really looking up? Apparently they are :D :D

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Mahou Sentai Magiranger - Go-nin no mahoutsukai [HIGA Kumiko]

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I know, some people will probably think I'm crazy, but I decided to try applying for Japanese studies in Düsseldorf this month.
Not getting accepted is the worst thing that can happen, and I think I'd be angry if I didn't at least try to get in. And even if I pass, I don't ahve to do it. Still, I wouldn't mind having the choice...

Also, a little announcement for the German-speaking folks (stolen from Nico):

Heute Nacht (Donnerstag auf Freitag) um 00:10 Uhr im BR läuft Tatort - Starkbier von 1999 mit Kai als Reporter im Brauhaus
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So, if you want to see a younger Kai acting in a small role in a 1999 "Tatort" (a famous series of crime movies), you know when and where to tune in ^^
I actually own a digital copy of that episode and gotta say that to me, today's Kai is by far the prettiest. However, Is till have the urge to huggle the stuffing outta him, no matter which version it is . He's jsut too adorable *lol* Also, it's scary how different his artificial "acting laugh" is to his real one. And believe me, I know which one I prefer, especially when I'm the cause of it <3

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Chikyuu Sentai Fiveman - Chikyuu Sentai Fiveman [SUZUKI Kenji]

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uni

Been checking the Swedish furniture dealer's website. Damn, their stuff is simple but convenient and... so pricey <3

I was looking for beds just for fun and bumped into this.
Hm... Where have I seen this thing before...?! *lol*
If I have the choice, I'd want that because:
a) It's a good way to save space
b) I've always loved high beds
c) The one I'm currently sleeping in is far too low for my liking
I already have a table (the one I'm sitting at right now,

yamasagi actuaolly demands for me to take it with me so he can use the space again O.o) so a bed will probably be one of the few things I'll actually need. As for kitchen stuff, I have a ton of house-gifts from my mum still stacked up at my family's place. I guess this is the time when I'll actually be able to put it to good use =)
Anyway, Tromsö (XD) it is ^^
I mean, 125€ for the smaller, single version? That's pretty good (I noticed the Italian prices are somewhat higher than ours). Sure, normal beds are still cheaper, but I'd love to retain the storage space below...
Also, I know it won't break under my weight since it managed to carry me,

silicondreams and a cat, too ^_~
Ah, dreams... *sigh*
... jeez, it's not like I don't have the money. I just need to pull it (or at least a part of it) out of my parent's grip. And hey, I'm not gonna use it for nonsense >:O

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Today was a wonderful day.
I haven't been this happy in... forever.

First, I spent hours (literally) just browsing appartment offers, without even seriously considering anything yet. I just wanted to see whether the situation in Essen is similar to the one in Duisburg, meaning tons of small flats at almost laughtable prices. And, wuldn't you know it, it's almost better than here! I guess chances for me to actually find something are good. No idea whether anyone will even give me a rent contract to sign since I can't get a job before I moved there (it's too far to commute without the "unlimited free rides ticket" from uni) and some of the landlords do want proof of a regular income before even considering you. Damn, that's gonna be complicated. Still, I know what to look for and it seems I think of stuff to do/find out about before

yamasagi. Actually, I asked him not to help me with this at all because, y'know, it's purely my business and I want to get this done by myself.

I downloaded a comp of this for Kai and sent it to him today. Gotta say, he was really happy about that little surprise. Ah, I love giving rpesents to the people I love <3
BTW, at the enws of me moving out, he sounded almost as excited as me. Bless him ^^

We watched Wall-E tonight. Oh my god, if this isn't the cutest thing in the history of movies, I dunno what is. And the short film "Presto" make me laugh so hard I nearly chocked ^_^;;;

Finally:

You Are FAQ

For you, the internet is like your personal library. And you know more facts than fifty normal humans.

Your brain is basically lot a computer at this point. You have a lot of information stored up there.

You spend hours looking up obscure information and learning things. If you have question, you always Google it.

You can't help but be a bit of a know-it-all. You can answer everyone's frequently asked questions.

What Internet Slang Are You?

Yep, I agree ;)

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: HMO and WORK S - Kimi ni mune kyun

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Just now,

yamasagi and me had a long, earnest talk which lasted about two hours.
The result: I'll be moving out within the next few weeks.
We both agreed that I need the experience and the feeling of sustaining myself.
I'll find myself a nice little apartment in Essen (where the university is) and a job so I can pay for it.
During the week, I'll be there and the weekends wil be spent at

yamasagi's.
Sounds like a plan, eh?
On Monday, the oepration "Life on my own" will officially begin.
Yee-ha!!

ETA: On a silly note: I'l lbe living and studying in NOM from now on *lol* (Yes, "Essen" means "food" XD)

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Last night, the tooth that's been behaving strangely for some time actually started hurting.
Thank god I always have some painkillers lying around these days, so I managed to sleep rather well and headed to the doc first thing this morning.

( What happened next? )

Very long story put very short: ARGH.

It's been four hours since the whole procedure and the left side of my face still hasn't gotten all of its feeling back. HELLO, I'd like to EAT something at SOME POINT, y'know?! =_=

Current Mood: numb (literally *lol*)

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So, like I said, I'm crazy enough to try a third time.
University of Duisburg and Essen, here I come. Yet again *lol*

Alright, so. Details. A lot of them, too. Enjoy... or not XP
The thing is, until today, I firmly believed that my a-level grade average (2.9, with 1 being the best and 6 the worst possible grade) is too bad to get into any course that's not economy, mathematics or natural science. Basically, I was absolutely sure that fun things such as English, German or Philosophy were a no-go.
Well, apparently, I was wrong.
I don't really know why (Maybe because of the new study fees?), but several of the interesting courses don't have any appliciation restrictions at all.
Among them Anglophone Studies and Applied Philosophy.
Sweet Zombie Jesus... *gasp*
Needless to say, that's gonna be my first subject (FYI, I'll need to chosse two).
I'll also apply for German (the full name of the course is "German Language, Literature, Culture and Communication"... wow, what a ginormous title... *pants*") but last time, the passing threshold grade was 2.4, so I don't expect to get in there. Still, I'll be able to study English without a doubt... Gonna show 'em kiddies what an old hag like me can pull off *beams*

Unfortunately, they won't let you start studying in the spring semester, but I guess that leaves me enough time to work and collect a bit of money. The whole deal will cost me 1000 Euros per year after all ;)
I already asked

yamasagi to kick his dad's ass so I can maybe get a small job in their company, like designing websites or something. Heck, just a few hundred Euros will be more than enough to buy books (and cafeteria food :D~~~).

And hey, I'm not too old to start over. Other people have done that and succeeded, so why shouldn't I? ^_^

Gosh, the mere thought of going back there is almost too awesome to be true... Needless to say, that's my happy thing for today :D

ETA: Hehe, the Anglistics department's web site introduction is titled "Mission statement". I think I already love them. Dorks XDDD

Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: SEB 191

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In which she owed some people one giant apology

Alright!

Uni gamble + Kai on TV

IKEA <3

beams

Movinf out, woohoo~

More adventures at the dentist's

I HAS A HUGE HAPPEH

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